Thought of the Day

Past are naive thinking and lesson learned.

Present is matured thinking, improved

and not to repeat the same mistake.

Tak Tercapai Akalmu

Ku congak apa yang didepan ku

sebelum atur langkah

ku tahu kan ke mana

tak mudah aku kan diperdaya

dengan pujuk dan rayu

hasut ke dunia mu

Sesungguhnya ku

lebih dari yang kau tahu

baik buruknya sesuatu

selalunya difikirkan dulu

Biar berdentum

langit runtuh dan menghempap diriku

tidak tergadai tata susila ku

yang menggambarkan siapa diriku

biarlah bergoncang

bumi di telapak kakiku ini

namun takkan ku rubah pendirian

yang membuat aku menjadi aku

mungkin sukar tuk difahami

kerna tak tercapai akal mu

Jangan ku kau sasarkan sebagai mangsa

yang kau sangka mudah rebah

santun bukan yang ku lemah

mudahnya rosakkan dari membina

mencemarkan dari memulia

tak menghirau dari mengendah

Just got back from Lunch. Had Nasi Lemak with Suzi at the pantry. Now, the nasi lemak effect has already started, im feeling sleepy. Ahakz.

Yesterday after work, i went out. I dint know where we were heading to. Without me knowing, im already infront of a chinese massage shop at Parkway. O Oh...Kinda scared but haha...since im already there, got no choice but to try it. Well, it was a fruitful one. The China lady really have a lot of strength..She press some part of my body which is so painful that i wish i can shout out loud. Although it is painful, but it was a nice one...especially when she massage my neck and shoulder...Ah..Heaven~ i think i got to jemur my bantal lah....my neck still hurts as yesterday...
I think the veins must have been swollen coz i can feel like a bump ..

Anyway..i received a call just now from an unknown number. It was from Elaine Recruit Express. She call to ask me for an interview for an admin perm position. Since it was a perm position, i decided to take the offer for the interview. Hopefully this one would not be as disspaointing as the job offer i got previously but till then, i shall not put as much hope for this.

Well i guess i better kill off the Q call at werk rite now. C ya~

New Skin

After so many days of contemplating whether to change the blogskin, at last i found a nice simple decent one. Very attractive, to me at least. Im left with 15mins more before knocking off.

Today i woke up with a painful stiff neck and it hurts till now. I cant even tilt my head to the left. The pain is so critical. Wanted to go doc this morning, but then not enuf money to go. Damn! YES! My pay has still yet to be credited. They sucks man~

Im on my Assignment 1 for the next subject. Got the materials...now only need to write it. need to submit it on 3/12/07. Sighz...And yah..another point to take note, im addicted to MAPLESTORY. All because of my elder brother introducing me to this. i shall elaborate about it on my next entry.

Assignment Submission

Im Nervous....I Fear...Im Scared...Im paranoid.
Im in the process of submitting my assignment...
Been a few hours, but i just can get this damn fingers to click on the Submit button.
this is my first time...and im so terrified.
I hate the word Plagiarism. I just fear that my essay will be full of that shit.
No one understand
Mixed Feelings...and i have to face all this alone...:-(

I shall gamble and submit my assignment at 12 midnight sharp.
Pls pray that i will get thru it.

Weird....
Im submitting my assignment with teardrop...
Im such a crap!!!

Mood: Frustrated

Im at work rite now and feeling very very tired. Today will be the last night i will have my class for subject ILM. After today, i do not have to attend to class anymore but to work on my assignments. I thought of taking MC this morning but thinking about the leftover in my bank account, i decided not to.

Money Money Money...
Lately ive been thinking about this very frequently.
Been very very tight...and guess what for the ever first time,
im left with only $20. Can you believe that????
WEll for sure I CANT!!!! Ive never been this broke before. Seriously.
And the thought that im in debt for my school fees, my face treatment and all..
Im getting so depressed thinking about all this.
Although im in debt with my own family member, but still i dun feel at ease.
I just had to be patience wiating for my pay to be credited to me..

Unfortunately, today i received the news.
The Bomb exploded.
There's some delayed in the salary.
Hearing this news, i almost went into tears.
the news was so disheartening...im so dissapointed.
How im supposed to pay my phone bills, my sch fees, my treatment..
And this sunday i have a dentist treatment..i had to cancel it coz i cant afford it simply said.

As much as i do not want to use my savings,
in such circumstances, i really got no choice.
So sad~

A New Guy in My Life

Ive known his existence roughly around a year ago...

but well i dint get a chance to really know him.

we've never met, we've never spoke

but i know he's there...

but i cant be sure that i will meet him.

I leave it the almighty to decide.

However, everyday i pray and i hope,

that Allah will fulfilled my dreams of meeting him.

Last 5 days, i had an instinct that he will come and see me real soon..

And true enuf, the folowing day, he came by.

But i was not available to welcome him.

I was too busy and was occupied with work and school.

My parents send me his pic.

I felt a different feeling when i saw it.

I dunnoe why but from the first look,

i know im gonna love this guy so much

And only after 2 days, i got to meet him as he came to my house.

Lucky enuf, the lecturer let the class leave early.

I rush home...had my shower, get ready and went to see him.

I was nervous yet excited. I just couldnt wait to meet and hug him.

Its been a long time ive waited to see him im person.

And yah, i was so happy and delighted to see him.

the feeling was hard to describe...

but i dun want to miss saying this to him

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Welcome to the World

Iman Muhaimin Bin Muhammad Mulia

Semoga menjadi anak yang Soleh.

Dear Nephew.......Stay Cute Always!!!!

Im at training right now. Nowdays, i simply couldnt find the time to update this blog of mine. Though t of changing to the new skon but still got no time for that. This week for 5 days straight, i got classes right after work. That's the reason why i got no time for all this. Got a chance to write thi short entry only coz its my break time. At the same time,a lot of things going thru my mind and money is the most impt issues rite now. Im still struggling. Shall elaborate more on that on my next entry. Got to go now. Take Care.

~**Wide Awake**~

Time on my Lappy : 3.45am

Im Awake right now. I slept at ard close to 10pm i think and i wake up around 1+am.
My neck was so strained just now that it affects my head resulting me to have the normal migraine i had. The plan was to work on the assignment after maghrib but wasnt able to do so due to the throbbing head. Decided to pop in the panadols and rest...and i was awaken by the temperature that is so hot.my aircon was off - no wonder.

Work and school was fine yesterday. we went thru the last chapter and the assignment. I got 2 assisgnment now in hand and assignment 1 is due in 2 wks time. Thought of visiting the NLB in bugis to find for resources but well, i dun think i know how to find my way there...well im budak kampung u know...haha. So i decided to just visit the NLB in Tampines after my appt tomorow to find the resources i need for my assignment. I need to have at least 3 references...I wonder whether the NLB is open tommorow and till what time. Well..i better check it out.

Oh yah, btw i was so pissed off and irritated while im on my way back home from class. class end at 6pm and well everyone should know how the crowd is in CT Hall and furthermore its a saturday. I was one of the middle ppl trying to get in the train...and bloody hell there are so many uncivilised people who keep pushing and pushing trying to squeeze themselves in althought the fact that there was not an inch of space. All of us were squeeze like in a can of sardine. To add on to it, all those ppl who were carrying haversack dont even know how to use thier brain. Despite the fact that they know the trian was crowded, they still do not have the courtesy to take off thier bag from the shoulder and carry it with thier hands..DOnt they know that thier bags takes up space...

Then, while the crowwd have subside in the train, there this 3 young guys mak kental...i find it annoying and such a disgrace. Talking loudly as if telling the ppl in the train that he drink beer.
Speaking it in Malay..and the conversation was like " Aku kalau minum beer, keluar gatal-gatal sak.." Like bloody hell, even if u drink it, u dun have to broadcast to the whole world lah. And Mmg padan muker kena gatal2...amik lagi benda2 haram tuh kan...Im not trying to act good lah, i do have malay frens who drink but then again, its between u and him...but dun have to announce lah kan...

Im on my Pre-MS mode...Felt annoyed by a lot of things...

CLoud 9....

Its been a few days i have not update my blog. Ever since i started schooling, i dont even have time to logon to the net frequently. By the time i get home, ill be very very shagged and all i wanna do is sleep coz i need to gain all the energy again for tommorow long day. My school schedule have been pretty hectic.

Just Imagine...
1) Waking up at 6am to get ready to go to work
2) by 7 am, im out of the house..
3) Start work at 8am and end at 4.30pm
4) Have my early dinner and all.
5) By 6.30pm, class start end at 10.30 pm
6) Reach home at 1130 pm
7) 12 midnight...Sweet Dreams..

And i will have to repeat all this for 5 days..just imagine how shagged i am.

But well, i started off the first week of school excellently. He, who never fails to accompany me for my early dinner on his off days without complaining and even fetch me from school and the fact that he stayed a distance, that have never become a reason for not fetching me. Instead, he apologize for not fetching me sometimes due to him not feeling well. sometimes, i really feel guilty for troubling him again n again. To him, i really appreciate all your actions. Ive never felt this way and ive never been treated this way. It just shows me how much u feels for me,. I cant thank you enuf for all the things that you do.

I hope all this are not just a dream..and i really hope all this dreams wont turn out as a nightmare in the long run...

Ok lah enuf of my mushy2 thingy...hehe. I better get my brains working for my assignment.
The Lecturer Mr Alick wants us to draft out the assignment based on our understanding first..so im better off now...coz im feeling tired already..hehe

GoodNight.

Think Before You Speak

I have deleted my previous entry. To those who have managed to read it, well i guess its ur luck
Last Night Frustration and Dissapointment resulted me in feeling extremely guilty. I wish i Could just Give a hardcore Knock on My Bloody Brains. Why was this bloody brain not functioning last night?? Otak letak kat bontot agaknyer!!

Let me write about the induction the other day before i delay it any further.

Well the induction starts at 9am. Before that, Ben Picked me up and we went to have our breakfast at Macdonald Centrepoint. I had my Big breakfast while he have his Pancakes with sausage. After that, he send me to school. Well, i reach on time, find my seat beside 2 of my study group members. The induction was pretty dry. Basically, we are doing group discussion on how to write essay, report and study case. Presenting talking to the whole class. - that is the thing that i fear however as time goes by i will have to do that also. Then, followed by how to do research references and the most impt thing is How to avoid plagarism.

Senang Kata it was Boring lah. I didnt enjoy so much lah. Bleurgh!!