Officially UnEmploYEd

Yesterday was my last day in SIAEC.After my night shift, I was escorted out like a prisoner to the checkpoint and then surrender my pass and staff ID. It was definately hard...Walking out with a heavy feeling thinking about the fact that i will not step into that place again.

The night before, i and uncle went to have our supper at SATS canteen. Hehe, Uncle treat me to the food there...Sighz..suddenly feel very touched. Reminiscing about the past, sumhow i feel happy that i was given the chance to know the nice people there..Uncle Shis, Abg G, Zulekha, Cik Hamid, Haidar..And yang Lain-Lain lah kan. It was great knowing them. I really hope to see them again..Tapi guarantee jumpa nyer lah hehe.

yesterday before i do my clearance i went for an interview at Ry's Workplace..I just wish for the best je lah kan. Straight after work..i went to meet Mal and off to Acer Service Ctr...At last my Disc can be ejected out. Its due to the bezel that came off and prevent the disc from ejecting. Followed by to the Banquet...and have my lunch. Once i reached home, i went flat...I sleep like a log..from 3 pm...till 11pm..i wake up and had my diiner..took two panadols coz my head was spinning badly and i landed again till this morning at 9 am. I guess that was the longest sleep i ever had.

Hmmz..ingat nak kemas bilik nari...but haiyah my dad tgh sedut aircon lagikk...hmm..got to go now...take care...

Went for a Makeup W/SHop Just Now With Kak Nazlin ( another freelance makeup artist). She is so Bloody PRetty lah SEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! Her Face is So The Smooothhhh. Reach her place 30 mins late due to the courtesy of My colleguea Hafiza who was late and get pissed with the so call Slow MRT. Haha...So...WE reach, we were served drinks and straight to The lessons. she teach us 2 methods..soft socket and Smokey Eyes. Since my face is with rashes now, i could just swallow my saliva looking at my fren who get doll up by Kak Nazlin. Lawa seh..we are looking more to personal makeup lah ..not bridal..HEHE. Im so envious...i want to be dolled up too.. Takper there can always be a next time...:)

After that, we went to Expo for the MPH Sales..There are a few other sales also..but dindt look into it except for the branded sales.. I end up spending $80. I bought a baju...Bag ( again) and 2 storybooks. YEah! I got Another collection of book from Cecilia Ahern...This will make the fourth book.

Guess what, im blogging away in my mum's room. Im sleeping with my mum tonite! Suweeet takkkk???!!! HEHE. My room kena ransacked ar..haha..taklah..Actually i clean up my room already..and u know what...in the afternoon nyer..my father go repair and bersihkan my aircon sbb tersumbat...Tak guna tol! buat penat aku jer kemas..skg berserak dan berabuk balik..DAh mcm apa bilik aku..sampai takleh nak tido..So hehe tumpang bilik mum lah kan...

K lah thats all about it

Missed call on my phone from a private number.
Is that the only way for u to reach me??
Gotta be Kidding!Shame on you!
Get REal! I mean business This time!

JANGAN MENGELUH ..........

Kita selalu Bertanya....................dan Al-Quran sudah menjawabnya.................

KITA BERTANYA : KENAPA AKU DIUJI? QURAN MENJAWAB

"Apakah manusia itu mengira bahawa mereka dibiarkan saja mengatakan; "Kami telah beriman," ("I am full of faith to Allah") sedangkan mereka tidak diuji? Dan sesungguhnya Kami telah menguji org2 yg sebelum mereka, maka sesungguhnya Allah mengetahui org2 yg benar dan, sesungguhnya Dia mengetahui org2 yg dusta." -Surah Al-Ankabut ayat 2-3

KITA BERTANYA : KENAPA AKU TAK DAPAT APA YG AKU IDAM-IDAMKAN?

QURAN MENJAWAB "Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesua tu padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi pula kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu, Allah mengetahui sedang kamu tidak mengetahui." - Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 216

KITA BERTANYA : KENAPA UJIAN SEBERAT INI? QURAN MENJAWAB

"Allah tidak membebani seseorang itu melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya." - Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 286

KITA BERTANYA : KENAPA RASA FRUST? QURAN MENJAWAB

"Jgnlah kamu bersikap lemah, dan jgnlah pula kamu bersedih hati, padahal kamulah org2 yg paling tinggi darjatnya, jika kamu org2 yg beriman." - Surah Al-Imran ayat 139

KITA BERTANYA : BAGAIMANA HARUS AKU MENGHADAPINYA?

QURAN MENJAWAB "Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Bersabarlah kamu (menghadapi segala kesukaran dalam mengerjakan perkara-perkara yang berkebajikan), dan kuatkanlah kesabaran kamu lebih daripada kesabaran musuh, di medan perjuangan), dan bersedialah (dengan kekuatan pertahanan di daerah-daerah sempadan) serta bertaqwalah (be fearfull of Allah The Almighty) kamu kepada Allah supaya, kamu berjaya (mencapai kemenangan)."

KITA BERTANYA : BAGAIMANA HARUS AKU MENGHADAPINYA?

QURAN MENJAWAB "Dan mintalah pertolongan (kepada Allah) dengan jalan sabar dan mengerjakan sembahyang; dan sesungguhnya sembahyang itu amatlah berat kecuali kepada orang-orang yang khusyuk" - Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 45

KITA BERTANYA : APA YANG AKU DAPAT DRPD SEMUA INI?

QURAN MENJAWAB "Sesungguhnya Allah telah membeli dari org2 mu'min, diri, harta mereka dengan memberikan syurga utk mereka... ? - Surah At-Taubah ayat 111

KITA BERTANYA : KEPADA SIAPA AKU BERHARAP?

QURAN MENJAWAB "Cukuplah Allah bagiku, tidak ada Tuhan selain dari Nya. Hanya kepadaNya aku bertawakkal." - Surah At-Taubah ayat 129

KITA BERKATA : AKU TAK DAPAT TAHAN!!!

QURAN MENJAWAB "... ..dan jgnlah kamu berputus asa dr rahmat Allah. Sesungguhnya tiada berputus asa dr rahmat Allah melainkan kaum yg kafir." - Surah Yusuf ayat 12

The stronger i thought i was, the weaker it made me.
The rain's pouring, the heart's breaking
Wondering n thinking, what do i deserve in this world full of lies.
So much of my effort, to make things straight
but no one's appreciating. Selfish.

All i ask for was just happiness.
ups + down = Happiness
ups + ups = Too good to be True
Down + Down = Tired

Enuf is Enuf. Cant hold it anyMore.
I leave my Fate up to you O' ALLAH.
Pls guide me to the Correct Way.
Forgive my Sins..

Sleepy Sleepy Sleepy..
These few days, i wonder why i feel so lethargic and sleepy.
Rashes are improving. But sumhow feel that there are things that i cant eat.
Appointments will be next Month with NSC.
BUT, 2 days time, im gonna eat SEAFOOD again in JB
Before the specialist tell me that im prevented from eating certain things.
Let me eat them ferst.
9 days, 5 working days - > Thank you for your service.

On a softer note,
Unable to reach OR Phone's Dead
Am i being too Harsh??

On a Firmer note,

Im Hurt.

My Internet Connection was down. Been Trying to Connect for the Past nights but to no Avail. The Wireless Network shows that im connected. However, i was still unable to connect. Probably due to the low signal strength. And due to this, i was not able to update. So here it goes.

7th May( Monday) - Planned to catch the movie " Jangan Pandang Belakang" with Mal. But due to his commitment for a photoshoot, it had to be cancel last mintue. I was pretty down on that day though due to some personal reason and i was really desperate for some company at that time. So i call Fendi up, and i was lucky he was available to accompany me catch a movie. The Movie was...mmmmm how shall i describe it " Kelakar SEram' maybe? Coz, in the cinema which is full of Malays...(haha never experience that kind of atmosphere thou),its either all of us are laughing continuosly or screaming furiously. Normal lah kan, horror movie its the sound affect that plays a part..but somehow..the sound was berdegung..i dunnoe why. And another point to note, i got to see "Pierre Andrea". Khekehek...

Hmm...seems that my life is so full of boringness. I've been counting the days till my last service in SIAEC. IT hurts...WHo's not? 2 yrs of service there...and suddenly im out of there. I feel so dissapointed. Why did god create that asshole?? "Menyekat Periuk Nasi Orang" Dont he have a heart? I guess Money, Position has made him lose him self. Deep inside my heart, i really wanted to stay there as a permanent staff that is if they offer, but if they decide to renew my contract, then i guess in the meantime while i found a good job, i will take it.

Oh yah, im down with BAD RASHES! It made my face looks so swollen, the skin feel so tegang, my eyes so sepet...The feeling of having this type of skin on my face is truly bad. I feel so insecure as if im an alien..I wish i could just hide inside my room till it recovers but i CANT! I GOT TO WORK! and The DOc wont give me an MC for RASHES!! Sighz..i made my way to Raffles hospital, hoping that they can find the cure to this, they say thay will refer me to a dermatologist, but thinking back..since i myself am not sure whether i will still be working at the same place..so i decided to opt out and so to polyclinics for a referral to Skin Centre. Its much more cheaper that way and even if i have stop working..i can afford to pay rather than a privatised one which can cause me a BOOM! SO..i will be going to Polyclinic tommorow...i really hope they will give me a referral..I want to get to the bottomof this. ITs so ITCHY!!!

And for now...i got to survive one more NIGHT AT WORK with this RASHES! ARGH!!!!
K..getting ready...TATA!

Hmmm....

Something wrong with blogger. All the tools are not in line. Seems blogger is losing its standard. Somehow, one day..all the bloggers will run to other website. BUt for now, i still can stand it..and thus.sticking to it.

(sings)
Satu Labah-Labah Boleh Panjat Tinggi.
Bila Hujan Turun Labah Cepat Lari
Terbit Matahari Labah takder Lagik
Labah boleh Panjat Sekali Lagik...

Haha..yeah..Went to Watch the Labah-Labah Man yesterday With another 3 of My collegueas. Zul, Kino and Fyz. They were from the nite shift and so met me at TM GV at 10.45am. ANd guess what, my silliness takes its place. I wanted to go to Tampines but yet i ended up taking the Train to TANAH MERAH. Thats what they call "Peh SELenger!!"
Overall rated..Labah-Labah Man was great. There's some terkejut scene. But sumhow i find one scene very cute and funny. where the secretary buzz her boss to remind him his medicine and all. Ending was touching...but it made us learned that we have a choice to make.

In the middle of the show, get shocked when he call me. I thought i was just about to accept the reality..but then his call make me confuse. Frankly, im in a confused state of mind. And His Reason was a bit convincing. But, of coz, lesson learnt not to trust fully...and thus i shall stand on the grounds...and remind myself each and every time...
A point to note, he distracted my labah-labah show...guess my friends noticemy expression. Seems that i was kinda tensed up. but Ahh...Who cares...hmmm Pirates of the Carribean will be showing on 23rd May....Im gonna watch that too :-)

Thats all for now..C YA!

Im Lost for Words.

Im Totally Confused.

I dunnoe How To React.

Am i supposed to Be angry? Pissed?

Am i Supposed to cool off and Relax?

Or Am I supposed to Knock My head And Cry?


And Tonight, I Feel the Urge to Go CLubbing.
Maybe i need to change my lifestyle.
Is that the right thing to do?
i Dun Know, But What i Know...i feel like stepping into that Place.

I GuEsS the PiCturEs Says It All..

:-)