Happiness is Destination Pain is the Process

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

Evening Peepz...Been so tired today. Was caught with asthma early in the morning at work due to i accidentally "terlelap" in the office and becos that office is Too cold..i got asthma. Well..I cant Sleep in VERY COLD Rooms. Went back home..and had my good rest on my bed.

Was awaken up ard 3+ by a SMS Msg..asking whether i was invited. I was so blur and so sleepy..i dint get what it meant. I asked what kind of invitation The msg says again that a gd friend of mine was getting engaged. well i dint hear any news..so..that means no lah.
Maybe they are doing it on a small scale whre only relatives and siblings are invited, so i guess there's no harm in not inviting..friends..and even the msg declares that it was informed last minute. So i guess should be small lah. If its big..i dun think new spread so slow.

BUt then if its true she's getting engaged, yah i might be a lil bit dissapointed coz i was not shared by the good news. Where have our closeness gone to??? Our sharing moments...happy moments...confession moments...BUt well..no one's to blame here. I guess time dont permit us to..and Living in a DEmanding country..i guess..at times we have to kejar " kebendaan " org kata..Singapore is indeed an Expensive Country.

Whether the news is True or Not, i aint so sure..

Whatever the situation is. Just wanna Wish her " SeLAmat Bertunang..Semoga Tabah menghadapi dugaan di alam pertunangan dan semoga ia akan berakhir dengan di ijabkabulkan di mahligai persandingan. AMin!

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

Updates and Updates!!

First of All..Sorry for the late late updates. Been pretty busy at work...So Lazy to blog..in fact so laxy to switch on the Computer. My Bad! Furthermore, i was renovating my blog design to make it more approachable...more beautiful..more comfort..more fresher...

How do i start With.??

Izzah's Birthday on 13 Agust was spent with the whole bunch of Family having Lunch at Arnold's and went to Katong Park..to Jalan-jalan.More to the playground for the kiddos i guess. Ive upload the pics..so..take a look at my Galleria.

Boo's Birthday on 19th August. Met him After Work..Went to Marina to grab some food..then we went straight to esPlanade...Near the Bridge and sat down. Eat the stuffs that we grab..and presenting him the Birthday Pressie.. !st - The Card. (i got a Kiss in return) hehe...2nd - THe T-shirt ( ANother Kiss in return) hehe...3rd - The Leather WAllet and belt..which the box is damn heavy..(ANother kiss again) Hehe..Total - 3 kisses..Fuh puas hati..Haha! Then we talk2 take pictures...just spent some moments together...



Office Time - WEll..Ive SHifted Office..My team..got a New office all on our Own..Happy Yet Sad..Happy coz we got our own space..no Bosses in our office..Only us plus one Supervisor..which all of us can click. Hace not shifted fully thou. Pantry to ourself..Cupboards to ourself. Pendek kata..SEmua to ourself lah...SO Shiok. SAd..coz we have to split with the front end..no crazy moment and all...Im gonna Miss Abg Ghani and Farouk Crappiness.!!! Im gonna Miss Joking and sharing opinion with Uncle SHis..Pendek kata..im not gonna see them much..

Right..i guess thats for now...Im gonna rest..TOnigh's my shift.Take Care.!

Saturday, August 26, 2006

NOBODY IN THIS WORLD UNDERSTAND ME!!!

What is paranoid personality disorder?

Paranoid personality disorder (PPD) is one of a group of conditions called eccentric personality disorders. People with these disorders often appear odd or peculiar. People with PPD also suffer from paranoia, an unrelenting mistrust and suspicion of others, even when there is no reason to be suspicious. This disorder usually begins by early adulthood and appears to be more common in men than in women.

What are the symptoms of PPD?

People with PPD are always on guard, believing that others are constantly trying to demean, harm, or threaten them. These generally unfounded beliefs, as well as their habits of blame and distrust, might interfere with their ability to form close relationships. People with this disorder:
Doubt the commitment, loyalty, or trustworthiness of others, believing others are using or deceiving them
Are reluctant to confide in others or reveal personal information due to a fear that the information will be used against them
Are unforgiving and hold grudges
Are hypersensitive and take criticism poorly
Read hidden meanings in the innocent remarks or casual looks of others
Perceive attacks on their character that are not apparent to others; they generally react with anger and are quick to retaliate
Have recurrent suspicions, without reason, that their spouses or lovers are being unfaithful
Are generally cold and distant in their relationships with others, and might become controlling and jealous
Cannot see their role in problems or conflicts, believing they are always right
Have difficulty relaxing
Are hostile, stubborn, and argumentative


What causes PPD?

The exact cause of PPD is not known, but it likely involves a combination of biological and psychological factors. The fact that PPD is more common in people who have close relatives with schizophrenia suggests a genetic link between the two disorders. Early childhood experiences—including physical or emotional trauma—are also suspected to play a role in the development of PPD.

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

Its our special day again.070082006.

Had a Wonderful Amazing Time...with Boo

Indeed, i admit his statements, we are as Loving as we first Met...

Still and Always Love Him.




Dear...I want to be up there....Please :) Pretty Please....