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DISSAPOINTMENT FILLED ME TERRIBLY!!

SIgning Off...

Gong xi Gong xi Ni!

Ferst of ALl, i WOuld like to express my wishes to All who Celebrates ChinEse New YEar!!
Ok..So, How well did i spent my CNY holidays. As Expected From You aLl, i Guess Everyone Would be like Hands Up" I Know! I Know! " U Must Be WorKing On CNY! Hehe..BINGO! is what i COuld Say..Yeah..Correct..Im WErking. Eve of CNY was on Morning...Yesterday, Nite..TOday Off And tOmrW OT!. Workaholic Freak I Must Say!

But Who Says i Aint got No Activities...I DO!

Yesterday nite Shift..Was quite a BORE. Nuthing Much to DO and i Believe the ENgineers as Well are in a HOLIday MOOD! Happy Happy! BUt I got ZU and Haidar Keeping Me company the Night WIth THier Holy CRAPS...ANd me and Zu..turn Sleepy in the morning ard 7.30am.

@7.30am - Zu..Already Felt so Sleepy..SAmpai Berbungkus.

@ 7.30am - None Other than My Sleepy FAce

And so...Straight Away After Work, I took A taxi And Head to ECP. My Family Was Hacing a Picnic there...Ikutkan Hati, Im kinda Shagged to Go There, but Looking Forward to Meeting up my Sis-In-Law-Niece. Hmmm..Must be wondering, y am i so looking forward to it when the relationship between my SIL's Niece is Kinda FAr. Well My Mum Took Care of her since she was a baby..She's the ferst so call baby to enter our house..and i Love her SO much..I and HEr became so Attached to each Other..I still remember, everytime she would sleep with me when she stayed up at our place. HEee..i wish i could rewind those moments..Im like becoming "Her MUM" HAha...wheenver she wake up in the middle of the night asking for milk...( OF coz i cant give her Mine..coz i Aint ANY..HAHA!) I will actually wake up..just for her..go to the kitchen and make for her a bottle of milk..Haiz..Thats how extend of us become attach. ANd now She's Like in PRi 2. WE've not met up for months nor even stayed up at my place for Long..but we still are as attached as before. The Bonding is just IRREPLACEABLE i must say. When i Reach the Picnic Ground..she came up to me..salam me..and i hug her and her sis..Then.i sit next to her, talk to her..then suddenly she lie down putting her head on my thighs. Im just so touched looking at her not forgetting me despite we never stayed together again..Haiz..I even ask her, whether she wanna stayed at my place..then she told me " Rasa mcm nak tinggal tapi tak bawak baju" How Sweet!!! SHe doesnt evenhave to stay..but the thought already makes me overwhelmed..Of coz HEr Mum wont Let HEr stay with me..( AL-maklumlah kan- anak orang oi)

Me with ever Darling - Nurul Atika (SIL's Niece)

and Her Sis ( Nur Insyira) - the adik beradik of the cina Sesat..:P

And my two Lovable Niece ( Definately goes without Saying)

Hehe...Ok BAck TO the story..So after i Ate, they went for thier Swimming..

WHile me..Hehe..Doze off to DreamLand..Taking a Short Nap..ANd suker..u knoe What whiler i was so called halfly sleeping..I heard people talking about me..One of my another Anak sedara..wantedto sleep..so they say like u know sleep beside me..while the mum wants to sleep..and make me as a bantal! Suker!! Hello..i Knoe lah..im Irresistable..So Huge so..Comfort..so bulat..So MAMPAT..so Gebu! I know..i know..im Huggable! So..DUn jealous lah hor!!!Hehe..the thing..is whatever they are saying that doesnt concern me, i wont hear..but once they talk about me, my ears mcm main tickle2 plak..:P.

So..then after my short nap..they wanted to switch places..so i have to drag myself up...and then i ate again..haha..tadi breakfast..then lunch..Tgh relak2..angin sepoi2..tetamu tak diundang datang lah plak..HUJAN!!! All the kiddoz..were put inside the tent..but suker egh!! Family aku jer lah bawak tent..yg lain..dtg bawak makan dan perut jer..so in cases like this..all the tua-tua had to shelter elsewhere...

AMboi..Sdap korang eh.bawah sehelter Ramai2..dah mcm tin Sardine..and u know where i am..All drenched up under an Umbrella..Agh..nak Ngamok ajer Aku! Hehe..so aFter all this..I just couldnt tahan the whether...Dah Lah belum Mandi..HAha..dpt Mandi Free..badan so the Melekit..dari aku terkeruk-keruk cam Monyet..better i make my way home..Hehe..

SO thats all lah the activities..who say i werk only during CNY..HEHE!

Missed His Call..I think Its him Calling. Sheesh! Should Have the Phone Besides me ALl the time..Y does the phone rings when we least expects it...Grrr..so Pissed with Myself. But then Again...I shall Patiently Wait FOr ur Return DIdi..

Take Care!

Have A SAfe Journey TO and FRO!

When you think of your past love, you may view it as a failure. But when you find a new love, you view the past as a teacher. In the game of love, it doesn't really matter who won or who lost. What is important is you know when to hold on and when to let go! You know you really love someone when you want him or her to be happy, even if their happpines means that you're not part of it.

Everything happens for the best. If the person you love doesn't love you back, don't be afraid to love someone else again, for you'll never know unless you give it a try. You'll never love a person you love unless you risk for love.

Love strives in hurting. If you don't get hurt, you don't learn how to love. Love doesn't hurt all the time. Though the hurting is still there to test you, to help you grow. Don't find love, let love find you. That's why it's called falling in love because you don't force yourself to fall. You just fall. You cannot finish a book without closing it's chapters. If you want to go on, then you have to leave the past as you turn the pages.

Love is not destroyed by a single failure or won by a single caress. It is a lifetime venture in which we are always learning, discovering and growing. The greatest irony of love is letting go when you need to hold on and holding on when you need to let go. We lose someone we love only when we are destined to find someone else who can love us even more than we can love ourselves. On falling out of love, take some time to heal and then get back on the horse. But don't ever make the same mistake of riding the same one that threw you the first time.

To love is to risk rejection, to live is to risk dying, to hope is to risk failure. But risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is risk nothing To reach for another is to risk involvement, to expose your feelings is to expose true self, to love is to risk not to be loved in return. How to define love: fall but do not stumble, be constant but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, hurt but never keep the pain.

Love is like a knife. It can stab the heart or it can carve wonderful images into the soul that always last for a lifetime. Love is supposed to be the most wonderful feeling. It should inspire you and give you joy and strength. But sometimes the things that give you joy can also hurt you in the end.

Loving people means giving them the freedom who they choose to be and where they choose to be. For all the heartaches and the tears, for gloomy days and fruitless years, you should give thanks, for you know, that there were the things that helped you grow

Loving someone means giving him the freedom to find his way, whether it leads towards you or away from you. Love is a painful risk to take but the risk must be taken no matter how scary or painful, for only then you'll experience the fullness of humanity and that is love. Only love can hurt your heart, fill you with desire and tear you apart.

Only love can make you cry and only love knows why. If you're not ready to cry, if you're not ready to take the risk, if you're not ready to feel the pain, then you're not ready to fall in love.

There was a time in our lives when we became afraid to fall in love coz everytime we do, we get hurt, then I figured that's why it's called falling in love. Whatever happened, don't give up! It is just a trial. After all God will not give you trial that you can't tackle. Have faith in yourself and cheer up.

To Love and win is the best thing; to love and lose, the next best".
~Author Unknown~

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Thought of not Blogging today, but since i simply got AbSOluTEly NOTHING to DO..so..i just get this fingers werking. Latest News, My partnER is Back Frm His MEdicaL Leaves Which Means ive LEss work to DO coz The WorkLoad is being DIvided to Two.Nuthing Special About Werk, Besides that At times, I MISS being in The Old Team. I Get Jealous At times, Looking AT my Old Team. How Lucky!

My Skin is Not FeeLing WEll. "InFected" With Eczema AGAIN! Nuthing New. gRRR And I HAte it When i have IT. I feel SO low, so Demoralizes,low SElf Esteem. I wish I could just Lock Myself in the Room and not Show up in Public. But Then again, i got Work TO DO.. So i Cant KEep To MyseLf. And It is Super ITchy..And i Tend To SCratch and Scratch...Lucky Me, I cut My Nails Already..if Not..When i Scratch it will Become WOrsT! Around My Eyes too, Became Super Hydrates..I Need to have My Moisturizer ALl the time. I can "Die" Without It. Once After My Pantang, I WILL, NEED, MUST,DEFINATELY take my Jamu!!!!

Oh yah, In Another Hand, im Superbly Excited Coz EASTPOINT Have launch the opening of My FAvouRiTE FAST FOOD REstaurant..Wanna Make a Guess?? Pizza hut? MAcdonalds? NO! ITS LJS! All time FAvouRites. HooRAY! but Hah! Cant Eat seLAlu..or not i Grow Even More Bigger..and with the thought that im Controlling my food intake..HEhe...
And..Yah i Got Some AIMS to do.. I NEED to Learn TO Cook a Lot of Dishes..Or ELse im Sure To Failed the TEst..HAha..*winks*

Rites..i think i better off now..!WEhee..tommorow my Night SHift Again. Hmmm...I like TOnite..coz it means i can wake up late...But i Sure Drag TOmmorow..! As Usual!

BuhByeZ!!!!!

New Look

Ok...How Was The BLog New Look? Refreshing? Eye Catching?

Ok..its still not PerFectly done. I think i still Havent Put Up my Picture Gallery..hmmm What ELse?LEt ME see...Hmmm..ntahlah..LAter2 can See what else to add up. Now Need to rest my brains..SAkit SEh TGk Html COdes..Haha. Takder kerja so..i revamp my blog..Im like so bored rite noe.

Slept Like a Log Right after My Night SHift till 6Pm Haha..sedap. Nobody DIsturbs me. DIdi Also Out OF TOwn...For A DAy..Im FReaKing Bored...EveryBody is Superb Busy WIth Family, FRiend And All. Left Me Alone Super Boring. No One to Talk to, No One to Chat With. Ishk! Mendak SEmacam nih!! Now i Dunnoe What to DO. So Much of me Being Surrounded By EnterTaining Friends. Haha..Cant be Blamed. TOday Is Sunday..Everyone GOt Their Things TO DO.. The Only Day that They Can Settle Other Stuff.

Going for OverTIme Again Tommorow~THe Carik Duit Mood..GOt SOme Plans Up in My Mind. BUt Well Kiter MeRancang..Allah Juga Yang MeNentuKan. InSyallah Kalau Takder HalaNgan..My DreAms WIll COme TRue YEah!!!

ANyWay Here's a Picture Of My MaterNal Side Family Day helD at ALoHa LoYang.

Seeeeeeeejuuuuuuuuuuukkkkkkkkkkkkknyer bilik aku nih! Hehe...everSince Kipas dinding Nih RoSak..haiz..Nampak Gaya Tersumbat Ajer lah hidung aku yang Cute nih..Apa taknyer Tiap2 Malam pakai Aircon..Pat Ofis Aircon..SPat Rumah Pon Aircon. Hehe, Actually boleh suruh ayah Repair..tapi since aku malas nak gi bersihkan kipas kan..so aku pon Takperlah Sanggup Duduk Dalam Bilik Sejuk. So Its Either Too cOld...Or TOo Hot.! haha..

Nih Tgh Tgk Mhabbatein Kat TV2. HEhe..Dah lama tak tgk citer nih..Hehe..Touching Touching...Tapi 4k Lagi Touching noh~Hehe....

Ternyata..
Emosi TerGanggu SEketika
Mungkin Dah Sampai Masa
Disebabkan itu Cepat Terasa
Mungkin takde Papa
Hanya Salah Sangka
Tapi Mengapa begini Lama
Tiada Berita..Tiada Tanda...

Emosi Makin TerGanggu!

Hmmm...

Been kind of Pissed Off Lately and superb LethaRgic. Due to All the WorkLoad at WorK Which I Had to hanDle It All by mySelf. Zee ParTner Have Been On MeDical LeAve For 4 FrEaking DaYs and No Such Person Cares About OVerTIme And Help Me. i DOnt Mind Being ALone..in Which I actualy PreFer TO Work ALone But Then Again, the Least I Expect a Back Up EsPeciaLly On Monday. The Always PeaK DAy. I was Totally DrainED YesTerday..The Physical Items,..The Phone Calls, The Emails.. Everybody is ChasinG FOr THeir Things..I wish I could Cut MySelf Into FeW PieCEs. Having a PArtNer Who Keeps on Getting SIck...Is Totally a TurnOff. His Presence In the Team Is SUper ReDunDant. I dun Mean to Act SuPeriOr but Hell..THis is NEver I ExPected.. Its A Long Story AcTually..if i WEre to deScribe it All the Way..till Dawn, i Still Have not FiniSh.

hmmmmm...

Why DOes it Still HURTS When i Look at His Pictures..?

{-----A Short One-----}

Alrites...ill be leaveing the house in 45 mins..so..i shall made a quickie here. Heh.
Yesterday was indeed a tiring day. Am supposed to go for OT ..but woken up at 7+ but the body was too tired to wake up..and so i cancelled my OT. DUe to the Family Day we had yesterday at Pasir Ris. A fun Gathering but SUper Tiring. due to My family being the co-ordinator of the full event. Beng the officials staffs for making the eent runs smoothly..helping out with the coordination of the games and all. And to make matter worst..i hadnt sleep for 24 hours due to i was from the night shift...and came back in the morning and went straight there...and was working real hard till almost midnight. by the time, i reached home..change clothes..off the light and ZZZZZZZZzzz.

Ok lah...need to get ready now. Meeting 'didi".