Yo bu sai yo~!

TGIF!!!
Haha..aku kat kerja skg nih. Asik surf website jer..sampai dah tak tahu nak surf website apa. Nak tengok youtube,takder earpiece lah plak. Anakmelayu, hmm takder stickynotes. Multiply no updates. Neopets, aiyah pet aku nih asik kebulur ajer..brapa byk pizza aku sumbat pun tetap dier lapar. Kuat makan betui~! SKg nih th boring giler~

~ Oh oh oh balik kampung...Hehe. Malam nih berangkatlah kami ker Kampungku..so excited haha. Nothing is much more wonderful than spending time with my family.~

Dun Miss me hor~!
Sarang Hae Yo~! Muacks...

CraZy us...!!

Phew~ it took me one whole day...to finally decide on what skin shall i use for my blog. At last, i settled down with this one. and i took few hours to edit here and there to suit my preferences and taadah~ Im happy with the result.

Ok so, yesterday spent my day attending Neng's wedding @ Sin Min. Knew her thru Fyza, she was Fyza's model during the class and the friendship blosoms from there. Her wedding was fabulous! I love the Deco so much!!! and i bet it must have cost a bomb and without saying, she simply looks gorgeous.

Me and the Bride - Neng

i Lurve the Pelamin

not forGetting the Gorgeous Deco...

AFter that, we thought of catching a movie, so me and fyza stop over at PS forgetting that it is a Saturday, the queue was flooded with humans! So we decided not to head on and went to carrefour to shop for groceries. So today, i cooked Mee Soup. Just a simple dish. Spent the day continuing watching my korean movies.

Err...did i tell you im addicted to Korean movies.

Falling in luv with most of the actor...

They are charming..:)

I am in a state of confusion, pending for decisions. I really need to speed up my thinking and made the right choice. Should I or should I not?

I have attended the seminar on furthering my studies. From what I saw and felt, it is definitely an interesting course. It is a Management course under Logistics. So this means that I will be learning about business module. Duration: 18 months. I will be based in Singapore strictly unlike other institution where studying overseas for about 1 week is required. All doubts have been cleared in example, if let say we failed the subject, we will be given the chance to repeat without paying but of course there will be T&C. Definitely, I am contented with the T&C.

I have done a little bit of research on the logistics market in Singapore. It seems that there is a growth on the market. The areas where I can go after completing this course will be, Aviation, Transportation, Supply chain and also business. Experience wise, although not much I had some of it during my 2 years in siaec with regards to inventory, goods movements, order processing and etc.

Now the things that worry me is
1) I haven’t found myself a perm job. I am on Temp jobs and I don’t know how long they require me. Furthering my studies will result me in taking bank loans and thus I need a job to support at the same time.
2) The course fee cost me a BOMB!!! Much more than the normal dowry to get married..phew!. Am I confident that I can survive in this course and not drop it halfway and waste a hell LOADS of money?
3) Can I cope studying while working? Can I stand the tiredness and the hassle of rushing to school after work? Can I manage? I am known to get sick easily…Will these affect me in anyways?
4) During Poly days, I did take 1 subject related to business module. If I’m not mistaken, it’s called Technopreneurship. And guess what I got “C” for that. I dun really favor that subject so much. Involving in this course means, I have to take additional tuition subjects like Marketing Principles, Accounting, Macroeconomics and etc. I don’t even have any rough idea what all that will be about. Will it be a tough subject?

I’ve been thinking and thinking but I still got no solutions to this. As what people say, sometimes when we think and plan too much, it will result with absolutely nothing.
The best thing to do is to plunge into the deep water, and learn to swim. In other word that means, I have to struggle. If there’s a will, there’s a way.

Oh gosh…my mind is totally blocked. I need someone to enlighten me. I am open for opinions. Anybody who have been in my situation before or probably have the experience in studying while working, I NEED your advice.

Time : 1220am

This is what happened when im at the comfort of my own room and my own bed with my Laptop. Sheesh! I should be sleeping right now. Im supposed to wake up at 6am tommorow and im still awake. Usually at my bro's place, By 10pm i already doze of..but look at the time now...its half past midnight. I better turn in soon or else..ill get drowsy tmrw and my head will spin again. WIll be having a long day tmrw...Thats all for now.update again soon. Ciaoz

Just Wanna Wish ALl SIngaporeans a

Happy National DAy...

Wanna know how i feel????

Dissapointed and Cheated.

This even made me hate guys more. What's the problem?

Is it so hard for you to tell me ur married???

I mean, im not gonna be jealous or whatsoever.

Come on, ur my friend. if you tell me that news, ill be more than happier

to congratulate you.

But now, what have you done? Damage to the Friendship??

Oklah..i shall not say damage lah but sighz, its a total dissapointment to me.

Ive known you for so long. ok fine, i know u ever told me u dun believe in love.

But whats wrong in just admitting and tell me that you found someone and are happily married.

Yes, i know we lost contact for a while.

But hey! I did ask again when i came into contact with you again, whether are you married.

Why such a big ego..and dun want to admit?

What do you expect me to feel after i found out from the media

You are Married and Expecting ur first Child.

and why cant you just admit it when i call you to ask?

I prefer to know it from your mouth rather than knowing it from someone else

Suspen? is that what you call it?

For me to see you and your wife on TV is a big surprise from me to u?

is that it???

Im Speechless!

im not Angry...

Just feeling a little low.

i treasure friendship so much

yet i get this in return..

I need time to recover. Dun worry "husband", im not angry at you

I just need a little time to calm myself down.

Take Care.