Bruised

My heart's Bruised. It hurts deeply.

Emotionally disturbed.

And i thought after few months of keeping silence,i was strong enough

BUT....I was Wrong.

I guess im not fully prepared for all the situations that might happened.

Its the end of june but promises was not kept.When he hear my voice, he hung up the call.

He rejected my call. Its not as if im begging for him back. Never!

He never wanna hear me out. What was he thinking? Im yearning for him all this while??

Kiss my ass!

He think i wanna call for fun. I just need whateva that he have taken from me.

Its mine and was never his. I was good with my intention initially but is this how he return my favour. Humans are just unappreciative. I guess from now on, nobody deserve my help. I had enuf of helping people but they took advantage of my kindness. I got no other ways of asking it back except for being in contact with him. I dun even know any details of him

He's a Cheater. And i was Too Naive to realise that in the first place.

I was taken by his sweets words..his stability..his career...

The second time i encounter with these people.

How stupid i was!

CIDs!!!!Hear me out!

U guys are in my Blacklist!!!

I dun give a damn of how honoured ur job is. U prevent crimes...investigate crime

but Sad to say..ur no different from those criminals.

Outside world...people may think highly of u guys..ur job for the government.

BUt u guys are such a hyprocrite.

And i just reckon..

The same thing gonna happen end of AUgust,

when i insist of what's mine.

Be prepared!

Had a fun time with Fyza today....Did some hands on...

Now i let the pictures do the talking.

To see more...Please go to the Gallery.

Seems that nowadays its just so hard for me to blog.

Everytime i tried, i ended up failing.

Is there something wrong with me?

Have my life turn into a total bore? AM i boring?

I have been watching this 16 Episodes of Korean Drama "My Girl" almost everyday

..and after 3 days...now im at EP 11. 4 episodes more to go. An enjoying story i must say.

Hillarious but yet it touches a human heart but sumhow it can be emotionally disturbed too.

At times, i felt a sharp pain piercing

And i know i was just overreacting.

Time have passed.And its almost a month i left SIA. i miss them so much.

When im down...they are the one who cheered me up but now..i cant rely on them anymore

but for sure they will be remembered...the happy times...:)

I Love them!

In another 3 more days im gonna start my temp job. For the mean time, i had to live with this. Futhermore, i need the cash to go on. Bills...Bills..Bills...

I really hope i could be financially stable soon.

* Gonna contnue with my korean drama.*

Its been exactly 3 weeks ive been rotting at home eversince the day that my contract ends..and im so NOT loving it. Well..i cant deny that i have so much time in the world that i can do almost everything that i want..but what does all that means when u got nothing to spend..and every minute u think of how to survive in the near future.

I guess my resume have been broadcast to the whole of Singapore..but sumhow surprisingly no one call..i just had to live on with the inspirations of " Belum ada rezeki". But well for the the time being i guess i just settle on with a temp job. Shorlisted and i hope that i got it. Pray for me.

Toodles...GoodNite..

Despite the dissapointment i faced with a few bunch of my friends but yet i ended up having a good time yesterday. Apparently, i was VERY bored at home to the Max...till i felt that i was suffocating inside de house. I scroll down my contacts...still deciding on who to call. Mixed feeling..dunnoe who to call sia. Issit dunnoe who..or nobody to call. Hmm..reminiscing the past..during the younger days...fuh...kawan keliling pinggan seh...but now..haha..ntahlah eh..toned down..cam malas pun ader..and another factor that is..some friends are not worth keeping.

So i ended up going out with Atiqah. Picked her up @ Century Square and that was the start of the hilarious journey. Muahahaha..Putting two girls with a map...haha really gone bonkers. No wonders they say..girls sucks at map and have no sense of direction. Admitted! :-P. But actually hmm can say progress for me..so call ok lah..kalau baca tuh map pelan2..mesti dpt. Cume yesterday we were like so kanchiong...hehe ended up..kiter jalan jer lah..Planned to go VivoCity...Took the ECP..and guess what..we exited wrongly but dun worry coz we still reach the place hehe. Watch Ocean Thirteen...Yah..They suceeded in getting the diamonds..hehe..Before that we ate at Earls Swensen. Sumhow..i find not much variety lah..mcm bender2 yag aku tak tahu makan gitu. Haha..Ended up eating the fries, Ice cream.and half of the bread that atiqah bought. Right after the movie...we went back home. Tried again to look at map..but ended up giving up and just follow the flow...wehehe..

A Picture of Us..

Anyway...the link to my holiday photos...

http://chindah.multiply.com/photos/album/5

Cameron/KL/Malacca

First day @ Cameron = Ok here goes my entry for the recent trip that i went with my siblings. My Elder brother with his Family in 1 car while me, my 2nd brother and his fiance 1 car. We left my bro house a 2 am in the morning. I drove from Singapore up to Pagoh. It was my first time experiencing driving up thru the woodlands checkpoint and into JB. Hehe..ntah mcm nervous plak. Nak kasi passport lah...nak masuk cashcard lah..hehe tak biasa seh. But once i got into the highway..wooohooooo..i believe that was the best part. Initially, it was a warm up thingy. im still unsure on how to overtake with those high speed vehicle coming from the right...but as time goes by..i got the momentum of it..and driving as fast at 130kn/hr was definately shiok..hehe takleh speed lagik..takut kena speed trap plak. At pagoh, we changed driver. My 2nd bro took over..while my Elder bro took over my sis in law in the other car. Tooking the new route to cameron was definately tiring...We only manage to reach Cameron at 9am in the morning. While on the way. my niece" the princess tomboy" vomitted. Byk Pusing2 lah. Once we reached..we had our So call Lunch at this Mama Shop. Well budget lah kan..But frankly..the food there was nice especially the "teh tarik" not forgetting the prata and the masala thosai.

Once we checked in, we had our rest for a while..and then we went down off to Brinchang..to get the night lighting..off to the Pasar Malam..if im not wrong its call "Tapak Pasar Malam Brinchang". Had or dinner at this kedai namely " Nik Ikan/Tomyam" sumthing like dat. The sErvice was So Poor..Lambat giler. WE waited for our food like almost half an hour seh. that was de first and de last we eat thereAfter that trip..we went back to our hotels and Nights off. Interesting PArt...5 adults and 2 chidren squeezing in 1 room...muahaha..can u imagine that??

2nd day @ Cameron = We head down to the interesting places..Cactus point. Butterfly Farm, Cactus Valley, Uncle Sam Farm, Kasi Manis Strawbery Park, Strawberry Corner, Uncle Kea's Strawberry Farm...Senang kata...kat sana tuh kan..Kalau tak Cactus..strawberry...itu jer lah..hehe..BUt the scenery was truly fantastic. We head down to tea Plantation and we went back to the Pasar Malam Brinchang. Bought some souveniers...and all..we bought some food for dinner at the pasar malam...and we went back to our hotels.

2nd day interesting part - A minor incident happened to my 2nd bro..hehe rushed down to Brinchang hospital..but the doctor there got no special equipment..so my bro had to bare for it..till the next day..to go to HKL.



3rd day (KL) - After our breakfast at the Mama shop..we head to Kl. Once we reached Kl..we sent my 2nd bro and his fiance to HKL-Hospital Kuala Lumpur..and then me and the rest went to check in our hotel ferst. once my 2nd Bro had done with the hospital..me and the rest took the LRT to HKL. Punyerlah besar and susah seh nak carik the specific tempat..we took half an hour walking here and there...and at last we reach..so we fetch my bro then..we go eat ferst...and back to hotel..this time..we got 2 rooms..so taklah mcm ikan sardine kan. At nite..kiter go petaling street since time is too constraint..the touching part plak...aku sakit perut..takleh shopping seh...karana menahan kesakitan hehe.

4th day - The most tiring day of all..morning..we went for the breakfast hotel. Somehow i noticed someone familiar..but takot salah org lah kan..so i ignored it. After breakfast..we went to Masjid India...then..we got o Semua House..i bought something for my collections ..I wanna try it to Hanot..tapi nih minah biler lah dier free eh..aku tgh free giler nyer...Seeing in RM..meletup..but converting it ro Sing Dollars..its worth it lah..Then we go to KLCC...jalan2...then lastly at night we went back to Petaling street....bargain here and there..and back to hotel.

5th day (Malacca) - Time to go back...but we singgah to Eye of Malaysia..took the ferris wheel...then...we head off to Malacca...to my atuk house..visit him for a while..then we head off to KFc and Perhentias...and went home..i Reach home ard Midnite..and Off to LalaLand..

Something to share with u guys..saw it at Cameron and KL

See the Advertisement (Cameron) - Comming Without Food. They were trying to say "Dilarang Membawa makanan dari Luar"Hehehe

@KLCC - Mahalnyer nak masuk Toilet at this level. Kalau convert pun mahal siotz...$1 beb...hehe. So Funny,

Oklah thats all!!!

Im back People!

Oklah...I definately had a fun holiday with the fact that in total i use $300 that includes Transport( oil and tol) and of coz my spenditure. Wanted to update about my holiday but not for now.Im still feeling tired lah...
Upon my return, i have to be a temp Housewife. Haha..have to do all the job. Cuci baju...sidai baju..masak...lipat baju..cuci kereta...Siram Pokok...Im so tired lah.
yesterday i cook Ayam Burma waten with Rice..and today i cook spaghetti...and tommorow..i thot of not cooking..hehe penat beb...
Oklah skg nih pun dah penat giler..so im taking my rest soon..
Ill update about my holiday soon..be patience guys

I cant wait for my holidays...

So BORED at HOME