Oh Man!!

Just came back from work in the morning and i had to work again tonite. Extra nite or what they call it Charity Nite.. Being paid 6 hours and free labour another 6 more hours. AIyah...
No wonder almost all the peepz...took leave or MC this particular day..and only staffs like me..and i mean Contract Staffs like me..got to go for this nite...(sings) This is the night~ haha...
I got no choice man...I got no DIL...if i want to take leave..got to take 3 days straight..aiyah..what luck!

Anyway i came across this guy in AM..I forgot lah his Nick..i Dun even bother!!
He approach me..i Replied him..And suddenly he ask me.." U ikhlas tak nak berkawan..?"
So i was telling him..how do u define ikhlas??? and he told me..someone who yg tak pandang pada rupa..and kalau ada jodoh..matair, tunang, kawain and etc...

I ask him..Kalau seseorang tuh ckp dier ikhlas...dier percaya ker..? Coz i blv to know whether a person is sincere, u got to know him or her personally.. But he denied..He start picking a tiff with me..asking me qn and start accusing that im hypocrite. What nonsense!! The risk of playing AM..Haiyah...

Did i went missing for too long...hmmzzz...*counting* eh..taklah..baru ajer 5 hari..takkan dah rindu kot? hehehe..
WEll..Sebenarnya..im kinda pretty tired and lethargic lah kerja and all. Mungkin my work is not that tiring lah..tapi disebabkan tido lambat kan..eheh..so i get tired and sleepy easily. Hehe.

Nothing interesting happening in my life. I lead my days as simple as it cld be. The same thing everyday. If im not at work..that means im at home. If im not at home, it simply means im at work..Thats how SIMPLE my life is..and i know its BORING!!!!! I couldnt expect too much, This is what i have to sacrifice in taking a 12 hours shift..ALmost the whole day im at work and i still have to get back to work even on my off days.. But it does pay off. Looking at the amount that i bring back monthly..i can say im satisfied..and i shall take this opportunity to save sebrapa byk yang boleh. I know i cant get this kind of pay outside. Work as per usual, but i do get pissed someitmes with my collegueas character..LEt me stressed this I HATE TO BE ORDERED AROUND. Im big enuf to carry my resonsibilty and job scope.

Love in my life has been pretty much normal. At times, yah i admit i do feel lonely and empty..and i wish for someone to be fill up the emptiness in me..but i guess i will when the time is right. HE, whom i like..maybe was never meant to be...But as i promise im not letting a drop of tear fall onto this earth just for guys. Prev, everytime i pray..it would be for him...for him to open up his heart to accept me in his life...but now..I just pray that GOd would give me the best of what he wanted me to have..

• Soccer

MANCHESTER UNITED lost to LIVERPOOL. What a news!!!!! and the one who scored the goal is Peter Crouch...(who the hell is he? Haha) Hehe, although im not into this soccer thingy but..haha..i do get excited getting the fact that Man u Lost to Liverpool. Hehe.

• Handphone

Sad news...my prev hp Nokia 3200 get spoilt. i dunnoe why and how..but its just tamatkan riwayat dier..so the sedih...ada harga beb talipon tuh. Kalau tepon pekak takder harga nak rosak..rosaklahkan..but then its 3200..at the most i cld get is 80 bucks...BOo HOoo Hooo!!! Sudah ditakdirkan aku berpisah dengannya...but then again..i thot of getting another one...Motorola Razr..Tapi tgh pikir balikk...hehe

• Pay Day

Gonna get my pay reallllll soooonn...And i thought of geting a new spec..But this time i wanns make sure that the specs look good on me..and not make me look older...Hmm...apa lagik eh i nak beli..Hmm..tapikan nak kena jimat cermat...Maklumlah...aku nih contract 2 tahun ajer kan..and if they dint continue my contract..i dun think i would get this kind of pay outside there...Rarely lah kan...

hmm...Im actually in the mood to tulis puisi..Hmm..tgh mencarik ilham..dah tulis dah..cumer nak improvise lagik..once its ready..ill post it up here...

Rindu Aku Rindu....

Haiz...Macam nak menitis airmata ku ini. Teringat zaman clap2 hand aku...I just miss those time..All those trainings...althou..mcm kadang2 tuh byk waste time menunggu ketibaan "duli yang maha mulia' Haha..biasalah maksud aku..yang Bintang2 dier Teramatlah Karat...Ahakz...But u know it was fun, the times we shared, the outings we went, the hard training we go thru, kena marah lain, kena pekik lain, kena nyanyi satu2 lain..hah..so touching..

Expecially, biler nak dekat2 competition tuh kan, hari2 turun training...makan bersama, baring bersama, duduk bersama, tido bersama, brainstorming bersama, lepak bersama..yang pastinyer semua bersama lah kan...How i wish..time would remain as that forever...

Anyway..the first pis is taken time Mega Perdana 2004. 2nd Pic tgh perform eh Piala Citra...and the last pic...our grp photo...semua muker ada senyum..maklumlah dah menang...Hehe...

Tetapi apakan daya..masa tetap berlalu..masing2 ada kehidupan dan tanggungjawap sendiri..Terpaksalah cari pelapis..But i believe..Jents will come back one day..Insyallah...

Hidup Jentz!!!!

hi

Ok..decided to relocate my thoughts over here instead...

Time to berhijrah...Haha..

i guess...the other blog remains a memory full of sadness and happiness..

Blog nih belom fully ready..so..tgk lah ada time..i will revamp it and enhance it a bit..

K take Care