Hi,

My company is looking for a
Temp Customer Service Officer.

Requirements: ITE CERT, Diploma or A Level.
Call Centre Environment.
5 days Work.
1 Weekday Off, 1 Weekend Off
$7.50/hr

Anyone interested pls tell me. Thanks

IT huRtz...

I shall postpone my induction entry to a later date.

I just have to blog about what i feel at the moment.

An SMS by someone is really affecting me.

When i read the messages,i felt different.

Somehow, i had to keep up controlling myself.

The tears was about to fall, but i have to try my best to stop it from flowing.

Being me, i hate to show off my tears but at times, being a woman of coz i cant.

I dunnoe how shall i intepret that message.

Is it suppose to be a good thing or not.

But for what i know,

im Hurt.

Suddenly...the old wound bleeds.

WeLcoMe OrIeNtAtIoN

*Yawns* . Im Still feeling sleepy and tired. It was so hard to wake up this morning. Even in the Mrt Train, i was standing and sleeping. Can u just imagine how i sleep while standing?? I myself couldnt imagine that. I reached my workplace at 850am close to 9am. The two lady TL was not on duty and for the first time i was being asked why im late...and for the first time i got a warning , in future no such excuses like " wake up late". Shuckz! I really got to Buck Up.

Yesterday after work, i went to school for my WelCome Orientation. I reach there ard 6.05pm.I went to Level 2 first to collect my Kaplan Student Pass. Hmph! They spell my name Wrongly. Suddenly my name become so unpleasant" syidatoundah". what kind of name is that. The malay girl at the counter apologize, she say its a Chinese that did the card. She will change it and to collect next week. Then i proceed to the Class, i was the first few to arrive. I register my name. There were so many tables and chair. Seems like a big group..and yes it is! There are 80 ppl in my class..can you believe that. We were separated into 17 Study group and each group consist of 5 ppl. I am in Study Group 12. Initially i thought my group have 2 ladies and 3 guy..but somehow looks like my group consist of 4 guys..but when i look back the adresee for one of my members is a MS. But seriously, the person doesnt look like a she. And till now, i could figure out whether its a she or a he. Tried to look at the body, but still i cant figure out. She's big size that explains it. Her features are like guys and her voice also like guy. I wonder and wonder..i guess only if we go toilet together than i will know what its gender..haha!

I was given my textbook and notes yesterday. I was also presented with the Class List of 80ppl. When i look thru it, i feel so timid and envied each one of them. Suddenly, i felt out of place. Most of them come from a big company and most of them are holding a management positions. Manger, Asst Manager, Planner, Supervisor, Executive, Shipping Asst,Procurement Officer..and what do i hold? Im only a TEMP CUST SVC OFFICER in a TELECOMMUNICATION Company which is not related at all with what im studying. Im so pathetic sia. But at the same time, i wish this could be a golden opportunity for me to embark on a new line of industry. Who knows, knowing all of them in the managerial position can land me in a permanent position in a big company. Who knows? I really hope so. Some of them are also exchanging namecard, and i got nothing at all..Sighz.

I ended my orientation at 9pm and i went home. I have to carry the so heave textbook and by the time im home, i was so shagged. I ate my dinner and shower....and lie down. True enuf, i doze off in the next few minutes. Even, when Ben call me, i heard the phone ringing but was not able to answer it as i was too too too tired. Thats all for the orientation.

Wait for my entry on my induction which will be held tommorow. Im gonna have a long day again tommorow. 9am - 4pm. But im sure to love it:-)

High Heelz

As you can see, my blog layout have changed.
No, not because i want to revamp it, but i was editing some pics for my blog,
when i accidentally deleted some of the html codes and at last i couldnt find out whichone is missing. Thus, resulting me to change everything. For the record, im still not satisfy with this layout. But for the time being, let it be.

I Was on Off today. I went out to Maybank to set up an islamic banking Account.I dint know that Maybank have the required minimum to be only $200. But anyway, done that..then i went to have my lunch at Hajah Maimumah. Lama seh tak makan sana...If im not wrong, the last i went there was with Abg Cairo..and that was donkey years ago..when im still in poly i think.
Then, i went to catch a movie with a fren at GV Grand. Went to watch SuperBad. Oh My Goodness~! The story Sucks a Lot. The story plot was so sucky...i dunnoe how to explain it. its an M18 show...and for the first time ever, i was being screened asking for my Id. Well, i just took it as a compliment lah kan, i look young hahah!! I was wondering why a comedy story is an M18, then i realise..the language are all full of dirty words..and some nude graphics..And to end it all, what i know the story is about 2 guys which have been fren since young, then grow up together..getting hooked up..talking about girls...d*** and p***y. Trying to buy alcohol when thay are not even 18...and partying dancing with a girl...and ended up having his trousers with blood coz the girl was having her periods...Its so Gross + Nonsense...Well Whateva! Its over Anyway...

Then we made our way to Airport, i was craving for my Chicken Deli Potato..
Nih part lagik satu..The girl who attended to us was so blur and we were like about to laugh plus comment on her. I wanted an ala carte Deli potato..and she was referring that potato as a sandwich, we were like so blur..since when we order sandwich..so we were like saying jus the deli potato..and she kept saying. .." yah lah just the sandwich w/o the drink and soup". I gave up..i just agreed to her...we ordered a mineral water..as well. Then when she serve us, we were asking for out mineral water..and she looks blur again..oh my oh my...another watever! The most important thing, my craving have been fulfilled. Yeah!!

Then i went home, i was with my high heels..oh it sucks man wearing high heels.. My sole was so painful. im just not use to wear high heels..and i swear not to wear it again..unless i dun have to walk...hehe...

Well thats all for today...

i'm FeeLiNg VeRy SaD and DepreSsed With The CoNdiTion Of My FaCe RigHt Now. My EcZeMa is reALly PinNing Me Down. It DisTurbs My EMotions. I FeEl so DemoRalizing and InSecure. And if i GoT thE ChOiCe, i Do Not Want To go OuT tO Werk . Maybe, its JuZ me, but SumHow i Feel that Everyone is LooKing at My Face, and is CriTiciZing It.

EverSince, My Eyes Were BadLy afFeCted by EcZeMa, It has Never BeEN BetTer. All OthEr Area are imProving, ExcEpt My Face. I Look Dark..As if thEre's A Dark Circle Around My EyEs. I Feel So Low Right Now. This MorNing, wheN i LooK at My Face I just Wish i Could Bury Myself. MayBe to Others, It dont Look bad but to Me, A Single Scar or RashEs on My Face can Bring Me Down Within a Split SEcond. I Just Couldnt Bear to Look at MySElf Either. I went to the Doctor, to See what they Can Do. BUt Im DissAPointed. DoCtors Have aLwaYs Giving Me The SAme AnsweR agaIn n Again. I HAte That!! I GOt an MC in RetuRn to StAY At hone and REst. When i Got back, Mum Told me to Try Wajah Beauty Centre, I DoUbt, whether theY can Help Me..but I Dun Minf TryiNg but That Also MeaNs I have To Spend..and Thinking of My FInaNce, where Shall i Get the Money With my Sch, Werk, Transport, Insurance, And ALl..I cant cope..Seriously i Cant Cope...I REally Have to StruGgle and Find My Way Out...

No One unDersTand....

Time checked: 1538hrs
Mood : Bored + I wanna go home!!!

Sighzz...Why does the time runs so slow today? I cant wait to go home.
Everyone is in the raya mode whereas im stuck in the corner of the office with 3 walls surrounding me. The only company i got was Atiqah on MSN. Normally, Ben will accompany me in MSN too but he's working today. Not forgetting Warna FM , the only thing that boost my raya mode by listening to Raya songs at work.

This few days the calls have been good. Less call due to KL Team have also pick up the mio calls. Infact, there's another department also picking up the calls. But sumhow, there's someting worrying me. Despite so many dprtments answering mio calls, my half day leave for tmrw still not approved. Only tommorow morning, it can be approved. Heard from my Tl that they are worried that the KL team might surprised them with a high MC rate and definately the calls will affect us here in Spore. Sumhow i sense that might happened as a lot of KL team are MALAYS and they too need to prepare for festive season. As for me, my tl advised to take MC but to think back, haiyah taking Mc is expensive. Paying for consultation and medicine when im not sick. Thus, im still sticking to work tommorow and hope for the best that they will approve me leaving half day.

The truth, i dont mind werking full day but i pitied my mum whp have to settle everything on her own, no one to help her. Although, i know im a lazy bum which helps just a little but i think the little help do counts as it lessen her burden even though just a tiny. But in this situation, i really cant do anything.

Sighz...anyway...i shall take this opportunity to wish all Muslims

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

MAAF ZAHIR BATIN

Seandainyer terkasar bicare tersilap kata atau kata-kata yang menyinggung perasaan,ampun maaf dipinta. Tidak pernah terniat untuk menlukai.

Untuk mereka-mereka yang mendera perasaanku, menghancurkan impianku

tiada apa yang dapat aku nyatakan kecuali perasaan yang amat kesal dan ia adalah suatu pengalaman dan pengajaran buat diri ini walaupun ku mengerti ia akan menghantui diri ini selamanya. Aku redha dan berserah.

Pada mereka yang hutang aku duit beribu-ribu million, , saya ampunkan segala kesalahan mereka namun tetapi ingatlah saya haramkan

kesemuanyer dunia dan akhirat.

Bukan kejam, tapi dibandingkan apa yang mereka harungi tidak setimpal mana yang akan aku hadapi biler berdepan dengan zakat harta.

Finally The OT's Family get to Meet each other.

Presenting....

-=Hanot=-

-=Norot=-

-=Syidot=-

Let me see..Grrrr...I cant seem to find out the last time we met each other
It must have been pretty long that we seen each other.
Oh i Miss the First KL trip we had together.
Girls..when shall we make a trip again?
How about Seoul? Haha...

ANyway, we had such a fun time.
Ramadhan is definately a good month.
It does mengeratkan silaturahim..

After our iftar, we went to Marina Sq to shop.
Helping out Hanot find her Raya Shoes and Make up.
I was contemplating whether to get a sandal as well or not.
My sandal was bad..haha..the girls know what was the condition of my sandals.
But on another thought, i shall not spent my money unnecessarily since
i do have other sandals to wear..just that i dun feel comfortable in it.
Thus, that explain the existence of my new wish.

I guess thats all for today's update.

Feeling tired after helping out with some chores...i shall turn in..

C ya~

As expected, i did fall sick on Sat. By 11am, my migraine was really turning from bad to worst. I couldnt endure it anymore. My eyes were watery and i felt like vomitting. After so much consideration, i actually req to go back. Initially i thought, i do not want to go to the doc coz i do still have my painkillers. BUt then, they require an MC thus, i have to burn my $25 jsut to get an MC. Sighz...

Reach home, i went to sleep. Couldnt eat the medicine as i was fasting. I just hope the migraine will go away. Knowing myself better than anyone else, the migraine did not go away. Instead it transfer to my right part of the head...I was enduring the pain all along..till the time i need to break fast. After i break my fast, took the medicine and it took 2 hours before my migraine subside...FUh!! It was such a relieved.

Today i'll be breaking fast at vivo Esplanade @ 2hot cafe. It willbe my first time there. Gonna iftar with Hanot and Norot.. HEhe been a long time since we hang out together...

Good Morning to ALL.
awww..going to work today really sucks man.
Im too tired and lethargic, my body doesnt feel good.
All due to me went down to Geylang Yesterday nite with my family.
The place was horrible, human traffics.
Atiqah, i guess ur rite this time. Oh man! there are a lot of humans
I was sweating...and my body felt so sticky...Urgh~!!!

Seriously, i just had the feeling that i will be sick.
Not as in fever , flu or that kind.
but migraine...yeah. that will happen when im lack of food, sleep and rest.
I just wish im able to go on today..
Working on a Sat is definately not exciting at all
But then again, i need to survive.

I tried to take leave on raya eve,
but my TL claims that they dont allow temp staffs to take leave w/o doc
Nonsense! cant they understand its raya eve??
I tried to take half day instead..still pending for an answer
If still cannot..my TL say "pandai pandai lah. doc byk kat luar"
Haha..best kan dpt TL gini...:)

After Hari Raya, i will have to start paying my sch fees,
Going for the orientation and collect all the materials
Getting to know my coursemate and such.
My classes gonna start in NOV.
Im left with a whole month to enjoy myself and after
that i just need to focus on my studies.
I just pray that i will do fine.

Pissed!! I was totally pissed last night.
Call me bitch..call me heartless but i do not care anymore.
U give me pain, trauma, paranoia, and History
u made my life miserable and regretful.
I regret knowing you...

Im sorry but this is not the old me that you are talking with.
I ever promised myself and i even pray to god that you and i will never cross
the same path again but being the super nice and dumb me,
i let you have the chance. I befriend you.
To me, each individual deserve a chance to repent and realise their mistake.
But you are just proving to me that you dun deserve a chance at all.

That resulted me in treating you this way.
Im sorry i know its Gonna be festive season soon,
but i cant accept any excuses anymore. U had ur way too much.
On that day, if i dun see anything at all. Im gonna say it to you and ur family.
Although i dun have any contacts with ur family, but there will be other ways.
I dun go for duniawi but i go for ukhrawi..jusz remember that...

Thanks Nizam For the Gift....

Appreciate it a Lot.

Although i guess u knew me less than a month

But the thoughts u had in SERIOUSLY presenting me with the gift

was Really touched. Thanks Once Again.

PS: So now..Pls be confident of urself. Do not criticize ur self by saying

People will vomit looking at you. All of us are humans and we are never perfect.

You may not be good looking as what u claim you are, but

who knows beneath that not so good looking face, lies a heart of a gold.

So now...tell me what you wish for...coz i guess 4 more days ur turning wiser~:)