Sampaikan salam buat semua
Salam terakhir salam teristimewa
Kepada kau yang tersayang
Pada teman yang ku kenang
Pemergian ku ini tak dirancang

Usah bertanya mengapa aku
Mengucap salam terakhir kepada mu
Kerna waktu berputaran
Bimbang tak berkesempatan
Melahirkan kerinduan terhadapmu

Demi sebuah kenyataan
Yang amat menyakitkan
Aku yang tidak berdaya
Hanya berserah padaNya

Salam akhir
Salam yang teristimewa
KepadaNya ku memohon keampunan
MelaluiNya ku beri kemaafanKepadamu

Andainya aku punya waktu
Masih ku ingin mengulangi semula
Saat indah bersama mu
Sayang tak berkesempatan
Abadikan saja salam ku di ingatan

Salam ku yang terakhir

For now,

i wont be updating this blog. Not forever..but for the moment.
A lot of things have been happening,
And i need the time to search my soul back.
Only today i realise something...
I shall make my move now before things get worst
I really need a big hug rite now....
I need to feel appreciated.
Till then.

Guys, im sorry if ever my entry was harsh or it hurts anybody.
Be it in virtual or reality,

Please forgive me~

I believe it is really hard to understand myself.
No one will ever understand me and be able to read what my heart and mind says.
It takes a lot of patience and courage to those who wants to know me.
This is what i am..
Someone who dont say directly...
Who keeps in her heart...
Expect people to be able to read her mind.
Afterall, im a woman.
And woman tends to say the opposite of what she wants to say.
Womans, how brutal her outlook be, she is always soft in the inside.
Womans are emotional and cant run away from it.
womans get cranky, sensitive, emotional, easily irritated
when red blood comes out from the under.
As much as i try my best to control everything inside me,
im still weak deep inside...as much as the physical weakness due to the blood loss
im also weak in terms of controlling this sensitivity.
I never blame others who dont understand...
Coz this is the life of a woman....
And not everyone can easily understand..
It takes time....and more time.

Monday is never a good day to work hehe..Monday Blues what they call it. Not because i hate to report to work but basically...after two resting days, so macam "liat" like that want to wake up. Monday also is a busy day for the office. All the sales team report back to office for thier meeting. They got the choice to either report today or tommorow but since tommorow is the last day for the week due to CNY,(Yes...u dont hear me wrong...for this week im only working till tommorow. Wed the company declare an off day...till sunday im gonna hooray hooray...sighz..makin liat lah nak bangun on next monday nampaknyer...) all 4 teams held thier meeting today. So, u can roughly imagine how busy this place is, all trying to book a meeting room...haha!!



And also today is takder mood day. Bestfriend dah dtg...It makes me feel so shagged and tired and so the no mood to do things. Stomach cramps...pingang sakit...aiyoh~Not to forget sleepiness is neverending..Today also i din have a proper lunch. First thing, stomach cramps. 2ndly, they ordered delifrance for breakfast for the whole office and there;s still so much left..so some of us decided to have that for lunch instead..hmmm..basically its sandwich. I just wondered how my GM can actually eat sandwiched just for lunch everyday and it cost a bomb too..I heard his lunch minumum is basically $12 everyday...and the rest of the PM cannot tahan if have to lunch with him coz their pocket can koyak u know..and they sumtimes try to escape and run away from lunching with him..kesian dier...haha!



Perut dah buat hal nih....so painful..and im feeling very weak...and cold...

Lately, i have the urge to blog but sumhow i dunnoe what to blog anymore.

Unlike previous time, when i was in poly, blog is a must everyday.

..sharing interesting stories on what happen in school....

the fun things that happen and not forgetting those monkey loves.

But now...

Life?

Pretty boring..

No more interesting stories.

Love?

Not the time to...

As we grow each day, a lot of responsibilities we need to hold.

The fun only happens when you are schooling

The fees and almost everything, food, clothes are sponsored.

Nothing to worry about..and the only responsibility we have is to study.

Now, as working adults, we cant simply ask our parents for money.

We are big enough to be independant.

No work means no pay.

For me, apart from work and home responsibilities,

I have school fees to pay up.

At times, it makes me crazy thinking about money.

But i will always remember that,

Money Is Not Everything.

Now, ive gotten a job. Im sure everything will be fine by now.

:-)

Oklah....thats all for now.

Dunnoe what to write anymore.~

Have a good weekend everyone~

Mood: Mapling

Selamat Petang Everybody!!!
Haha..Betapa Indahnyer Feeling biler dah bis exam. Seronok beb!!!
Stress semua ilang...so niari aku taknak bukak buku hehe..
Maybe besok..baru aku try2 pegang itu buku MacroE.
Boleh lah sambumg Game MapleStory aku!! Yeah its Mapling Time!!!
Hmm..ntah eh nowadays mcm takder bender interesting nak blog gitu..haha
Everytime entry pendek citot jer..baca org lain nyer entry mcm best2...
haha..oklah thats all for now..c ya~
BAck to Mapling!!

Hari nih adalah hari terakhir aku amik peperiksaan..yohoooo!!!
Lega sekejap.
Tapi sekejap ajer, sebab lepas nih..aku nak kena buat MacroE nyer assignment dan revise subject tuh plak. Exam subject tuh..ermmm...17 Feb kalau tak silap. Pas tuh...on the 26 Jan plak, dah start sekolah balik. Haiz, apa nasib lah class start hari sabtu nih. AKu nak pergi johor pun tak menjadi. Hmmm ingat nak skip satu class, tapi hmm ntahlah tgk lah mcmana nanti. So....Sekarang nih tgh perah otak lagik lah. Hopefully, paper nih aku boleh lah buat eh. Dan harap2 tak jatuh tangga lagik lah...adoi!!! oklah...nak sambung blaja lagik...buhbyez!!!

Nasib Malang

Very the touching!!!

Exam just now was tough. Whateva i learn didnt came out.

Only certain ones.

Looking at the paper, i admit i dint study well enuf.

A friend told me ..you cant study last minute

It need to be progressive.

Yah i agree!!

by 2.5 hours, im out of the class

Im hungry, at the same time fikiran whether i could pass

Just hope that things will go out well

and once my marks are combined with my assignments..

I will pass this exam.

i dun hope for much...just a pass.

And things got to turn out so badly,

Was walking down the stairs with

A hungry Stomach!

A Stress Mind!!

A Thirsty throat!!

Mak dah ckp biler turun tangga tgk mana pijak...

Biler turun tangga tuh..jgn minum air...

Nih lah tak nak dengar ckp mak kan...

Tahu apa jadi...

Lagi 6 to 7 steps before i reach the ground...( tinggi tao)

i slip..bottle air dah melayang..terbang..

and me...aku tergolek "dog" lah kat tangga tuh..sampai kat bawah..

ada 3 budak nih tolong aku...

satu pompuan melayu, satu pompuan cina..ngan laki cina

Aku tak tgk pun sapa dorang..kaki aku dah sakit giler..

Cumer before they go aku ckp thanks ajer lah..

Dan skg nih..Kaki aku sakit giler..nak naik tangga turun tanngga sakit seh

Haiz..nak kata jatuh tangga nih alamat tak baik..for my exams

tapi mungkin juga blessing in disguise kan..

Argh tak tahu lah!!

My whole body hurts!!