Lately, the weather have been so shiok. It really tested my strength to pull myself up from the bed every morning. I almost couldnt wake up...but thinking of the discipline and responsibility towards myself,i force myself up. Tommorow,is my OFF day~ hooray! this means i can wake up late..Hehe..

I received an sms from my close fren Fyza and i was shocked when she text me that she's gonna withdraw from the degree course she's taking. I thot she was just playing around. But when she call me up, i can sense that she's about to break down. to myself,im wondering is werking and studying a difficult task?? If it is, then how do others cope and manage their time? I was like pestering her not to withdraw as this is not basically few hundred dollars..but she have already made the payment for the first term and that cost $5500. If she withdraw means, thats gonna burn. But after she reasons out, well basically i cant force her. No use forcing if someone has already reach the limit she can stretch for. Basically the things that affected her was, ferst - her jobs require a lot of mental thinking and planning, then she is also teching tuition for 2 students during weekends, and after werk - by the time she is tired and has to attend school and nothing gets in her head. And adding to it, she have some personal problem..

Well i guess i cant force her since she already claims that when she cant do it, she tends to give up easily. I tried to give her some advise and suggestion, but if let say nothing came out from it then i guess she have to choose either or. I cant influence her that much, coz its herself that is studying. No point of me forcing if she is not interested.

But i cant denied the fact that i feel upset and demoralize due to this. Oh gosh i need someone to boost up my self esteem, self confidence, or whatever you call it...