To Blog...or Not to Blog....

Been thinking for a few minutes and here i am deciding to blog. Since i got nuthing else to do rite..so y not..just blog jer lah kan..while at the same time.."MSNing" with a bunch of friends.

While "MSNing", tertiba ajer..i feel so..sad..mcm TEREMOSI Seh...

A fren was talking about..liking somebody and all..Haiz..so touching~ Its like most of my fren are hooked up..and im so call left alone. .Isnt it nice to feel being loved by somebody..? To know that there's someone who cares and feels for ya. Haiz..isnt it beautifully wonderful?
Adding on to it, when they are hooked up, i got to make myself understand that they are attached and they would like to spend some intimate times with each partner..and that means i got to entertain last minute cancellation due to meeting their partner..and all. Haiyah..i cant blame them for that also.i mean..im sure each of us punya life..pretty busy..so nak spend time with luv ones pon susah..so..kdg2 tuh..telan sendiri ajer lah..

Talking abt relationships and stuffs, remind me of the guy that i confessed my feelings for..ntahlahkan..nak kata its a mistake pon i aint sure..nak kata i regret..dunnoelah..It seems he's not taking it in an open-minded way as he claims to be. Menghilangkan diri..msg biler perlu..mendiamkan diri..dun feel like going out berdua. Mungkin betol jugak apa yg dier ckp, i might have a different opinion of him when i got to knoe him. But then i guess, belom kenal sgt and now my opinion on him mcm berubah sikit. Nak take time..soulsearching and all. But brapa lama? I dindt knoe he was weak in this stuffs. Kalah org perempuan. Im just dissapointed in his semangat untuk hidup ajer.Its like kerana perempuan he became like that..ohh..what a shame.!

Alah..takperlah..my frens nak hooked up..getting hitch biarlah. Dah sampai masa drg kot..
As for me, i still have so many things to achieve. Hmm..perasaan suka pada seseorang tuh sentiasa wujud tapi..i will not make it control my life..PEace Bebeh!!!:)